Another day

So i've been finding it hard to find the time to write in my blog. It's kind of strange, my life is not that busy, but something always seems to come in the way. I like to write in here when I have total peace and quiet, so that I can really think about what i want to write and how I'm feeling at the moment. But I guess when you live with 3 other people it's hard to find that peace and quiet. Even right now it's not exactly quiet, but i decided to take the time anyway, I've been craving to write. I'm not even really sure what to write about today, but i feel like i need to write something. I guess in a way I can feel a change coming on, and its making me feel anxious, curious, but also maybe a little worried. Two of my roommates are moving out, and that leaves me and my best friend. My best friend happens to be a few years younger then me, she is only 17. But we get along great, we understand eachother when no one else does, we have fun and do silly things. Sometimes, however, I do notice our age difference and it's really hard not to mother her. I don't want to be her mother, i want to be her friend. And when I try to give her friendly advice, sometimes she takes it as mother advice, and that can be really frustrating. It's frustrating for me to watch her make mistakes and having to keep my mouth shut. I know it's good for her to learn from her own mistakes, but sometimes i would really just like to voice my opinion. And those are the times I have to hold myself back. sometimes I wonder if she is going in the right direction in her life and if we will be best friends forever. I hope we will, i would miss her a lot :-( But here come the changes..... we are having her boyfriend move in with us. In a way I'm excited, but in a way it scares me. I wonder if i will just be the third wheel from now on, if she will still make time for me? I wonder if he will take her in the wrong direction, as he has before? I hope she has learned enough from me to be stronger and better, andhave enough of a backbone to be able to stand up for herself. And i hope that he means it when he says he wants to better his life, because I know he has it in him to be a good person. i really really hope all this works out and we can all live happily together :-) but thats all the time I have right now, hopefully i will find time again soon