Personal Therapy

I'm not really sure where to begin, I have never really blogged before, but I need an outlet. I figured writing is the healthiest way to go about it, so I'm doing this as sort of my own personal therapy, I hope it works! I have so much bottled up inside of me....so many thoughts about life, this world, and just everything. I also have a lot of drama going on in my life at the moment, which is very strange to me. I'm the kind of person that likes to stay away from drama. I like to stay out of other people's business, I would actually prefer to be left alone. But, somehow drama keeps finding me. My dad was trying to explain this to me the other day, his explanation was that because I am the kind of person that tries to stay neutral in different situations people are drawn to me, and feel like they can tell me anything, which in return gets me involved in other peoples business. But lately it hasn't just been that. Latley I have taken some personal hits as well. Mainly from girls. So here is what i dont understand, why do some girls have to be so difficult? I'm a girl, and I know I don't act that way, then again i act different from most people. The situation has been this: I have a lot of guy friends. I'm not a tomboy but I'm not a girly girl either. I like to wear make up and dress nicely, but I also like to watch sports, have a drink and just chill. I've just always been that way, always felt more comfortable around guys (althought I do have some really awesome girlfriends too). So some of my guy friends have been getting new girlfriends, and i have never had a problem with this before. Always gotten along with the new girls, always welcomed them with open arms in to our circle of friends. However, these few girls have decided they dont want to be welcomed. they haven't tried to talk to me, to get to know me, to even just give me the time of day. I've been told that they feel threatened by me, apparently because I'm single. I just don't get that, how is that fair? How can these girls judge me based on that one simple fact. If they gave me a chance, tried to get to know me, they would know that I am not interested in my guy friends in that way at all, and I never have been. So how could I be a threat? Why couldnt they take the time to get to know me? It really bothers me.... they have actually even started trash talking me to my friends. thank go my friends know me better then that. I have only lost a couple of guy friends now because of these girls. And it hurts of course, because I did nothing wrong. I understand when you get in a relationship things change and the girl friend should come first. But your friends shouldnt be forgotten. i don't understand why we all can't hang out together sometimes, get to know eachother and just have a good time. I am mostly disturbed at the trash talking....how can you call me a slut and needy when you have no idea who I am? you have no idea what I'm like, where I've been, what I've seen, what I;ve went through etc. They have no idea who I am. If they did know, they would know that I'm a good person, I love my friends and am there for them for anything. Again, I just don't understand how I'm a threat? I'm probably the most harmless person ever lol