Go with the Flow

I have obvioulsy been thinking a lot about my situation with my boyfriend....and even though it is not even close to where I wish it was I have decided the best thing I can do for now is to just go with the flow. I know he hasnt fallen in love with me yet, not even close, and I know he isnt as affection as he could be with someone he likes. I know I may not complitely trust him or believe that things will ever get better. But I can not give up, not yet. So while I wait to see what happens I just need to go with it. I mean who knows, maybe in time he will fall in love with me....maybe he just needs to forget about his ex first. Maybe we just need to have some more fun weekends together for him to realize that we do make a good match. And maybe i just need to stay positive because I do not want my negativity to influence him. If I mope around all the time of course he isnt gonna enjoy that much. It`s incredibly hard for me not to know how the future will turn out for us....because I know I am in love with him and I know I want to be with him forever....but I dont know what he wants. And i know that I will be so hurt and sad if things dont work out.....but even then I have to stay positive and realize that maybe it just wasnt meant to be. So instead of overthinking all of this again and again I need to just go with the flow and hope it all works out in the end :-)